About Michelle Carmela OUAE/Once Upon an Eden Founder and Director
Our children are being tormented and tortured only to later grow up to be adults suffering through the affects that plague them even today as a result of the abuse they endured as children. MCS
Two types of child murder are abortion and child abuse in all its forms especially sex abuse. One kills a child within minutes to hours. Another slowly tortures over a life time (however long that may be) leaving the body alive (if having survived the torture) but diseased and the soul dead and the spirit and mind tormented and fragmented in most cases. No matter how one looks at it, we are killing our children. ~MCS
~"Child abuse and human exploitation are the holocaust of the generations." PGS Michelle Carmela's oldest son
It is my conviction that most of the atrocities inflicted upon the Human Family are from the Soulless, Narcissist, Psychotic, Sociopath, Predator, Pedophile and the warmongering Corporate/Geopoliticios. These should not be tolerated at any cost. It would be easy to see these all as the names and faces that can come to mind when mentioning any of these categories and one would not be wrong in doing so. However, as much as the embodiment of each needs to be held to the highest degree of the law possible, we must not overlook the spirits that the personages answer to. And that is where we are lacking in our activism and war in protecting our children and obtaining and keeping the life we are capable of having.
Sadly, most of us go through years and years of trying to climb up from the depths and hell and darkest evil that is within the bellies of the beasts that imprisoned us and used us for their delights. We were children and not trained in our abilities. We are adults now. Over come. Over worked. Trying to be normal. Going through the motions but not really breaking the cycle. This is not who we are to be. The shell motivated by the creature eating us alive in another way as it drives us to our destruction and its own selfish gain. Some ancient texts say, that I am wrong in my thinking. They say point blank we were created to be slaves. Until more and more other than a select few say,"Fuck slavery! If I have in me the blood of gods and kings, then time I am the god/king that I am!" and learn to live it, until then we will continue on the endless cycle of enslavement and abuse.
So in this day and age knowing one's self: one's own character, purpose, honoring one's own life force, and physical well being is imperative. How to discern the motives and character of another being; and if they be human or humanoid; and if they be humanoid, what drives them; and if they be human who do they have allegiance to; and if they mean harm, what area in one's character needs purification, fortification, or removed by repentance, forgiveness and a deeper tuning into own's soul and a readjustment of one's logic and thinking so ties to these humanoid undesirables are severed and self boundaries are set?
I have often said, if it were not for my first encounter with ABBA/Father/Creator, and the many encounters and happenings that are called "supernatural" over the years, I would not believe in a God or gods (certainly not loving caring fatherly life affirming god anyway), nor would I believe in the spiritual at all even though I have traversed and interacted both worlds all my life. Why do I say this? Why if I was so immersed in the spiritual would I turn a blind eye to it, a deaf ear and lie to myself? Rebellion. I wanted far away from what I could not control and the torment it was causing me. For a period of time, several of my abusers were of the mainstream religious orders (pastors, priests, deacons, lay ministers) and also during that time, I was forced into violent satanic ritual abuse. I witnessed and experienced first hand how evil the hidden worlds can be and ARE. Not a day goes by that I am allowed to forget that the unseen world is just as real as the seen, if not more so and affects us greatly. And as hypocritical as this may be, as a child, as now, I still to this day resent people for turning their own eyes blind, ears deaf and lying to themselves, but I get it. I do. What good is it to fight a fight that seems like it cannot be won? I know it can be won. I am proof of it. So I cannot turn back to the rebellion that I hid myself in. I force myself to face truth every day. I force myself to be responsible for my own autonomy, liberty and well being. It is a lot of mind blowing work, but it is worth it!
Well, I am living proof that the battles and wars can be won! And if you continue through the Once Upon an Eden website you will learn how to overcome the hell in your world and to help others to do the same. It truly is a joy like one has never known to turn the tide on one's tormentors. Just utter bliss. I challenge you to allow yourself to experience it. If we want the world to be a better place then we must be better and we can be by planting the life force of Love one seed of action at a time choosing life.
These are some of the areas of study that I use to aide me in my work. Since the OUAE is "Michelle Carmela thinking out loud," Please!Be forewarned you will find strange, challenging, grotesque, bizarre and triggering articles, videos and links in the following topics:
Spiritual matters or inner work: There will be scriptures. Most from the Bible and quotes from elsewhere too. Religious traditions are scrutinized especially when they interfere with logic, safety and well being. No religion is off the dissecting table.
Sex: we will discuss sex from every and any angle here.
Self responsibility and reliance: No catering to the victim mentality here. We will acknowledge the incident or help you to acknowledge the incident and how to move on from there in the most constructive solid positive manner for you and those who support you using your 'god given' inner power that you were born with.
Alternative History: The historical narrative taught to us is fraudulent and leaves us with too many unanswered questions. When we study ancient cultures so many of the happenings today make sense. Much like asking your parents: "About the day you were born. How did they meet and fall in love?"; "How did your grandparents meet?" and so on and so on until you go back as far as you can.
Preparedness: We will cover how to gain or regain one's health. And explore living vibrantly whilst dealing with terminal illness or limiting conditions. (A topic I know very much about since I myself am dealing with a terminal illness.) .
Science: Yes, even science can be related back to abuses, exploitation and human rights violations. Science can also relate back to the solutions plus help us link and connect back to the spiritual selves that we are.
Climate change/global warming: The health of our home has a most major impact on our own well being and safety.
Economics/Trade Agreements - Constitutions/Government structures -Laws - (regarding child abuse, domestic violence, law enforcement,)
Types of abuse
Types of exploitation
Types of predators
Books, movies, lectures, etc.
PLEASE KEEP IN MIND SOME OF THE MATERIAL MAY BE SHOCKING, GROSS OR TRIGGERING
By now you can tell we operate in a non-conformist manner. There are several reasons for that, mainly:
It is important that you and your family, your circle of influence and the children in your family, your circle of influence are equipped to the fullest to live life on your terms as you have the right and ability to do so. Often when someone goes to the websites or speaking engagements of organizations that help abused, exploited (or trafficked) people there is a bit of salaciousness in their motives and many actually go to see the "face of slavery", "the face of child torture", "the face of a survivor". Or they want to see where their money is going, as if sad forlorn eyes on the verge of tears transformed to a shiny happy face in the next frame is proof that their donation bore a result. For those who insist on seeing the face of slavery, the face of child torture, the face of a survivor. You do each time you look at my beautiful mug.
And each time anyone sees my smile, especially my brothers and sisters still caught up in torment and slavery freedom and victory looks like a smile from the heart. Please be encouraged,by those of us who have broken free. It is taking time, but we have not forgotten you little ones. Your time will come.
At any rate,All Dear Loves, the moment you resume your life after visiting Once Upon an Eden, you can no longer justify lying to yourself about being powerless. You will forever be accountable to the information you have received from these pages. There is no satisfying the salacious through victims' stories or survivor stories. It will be my face that haunts you unapologetically. Empowering information and a mirror held up to us all, myself included will be ringing in our ears and occupying our minds until only action will bring relief.
If you truly want to fight evil or make a difference in the world...
1. Stop lying to yourself. Stop saying, "I didn't know! (You live here on earth. You know You know.)
2. Stop feigning shock when told. Listen, take notes, research, take notes. Make notes of your notes.
3. Do not "be the change you wish to see." Just make informed decisions. If you did step two, step three would be easier.
Also change your habits accordingly to the information you receive and VETTED YOURSELF!
4. If you want to understand the "Human Condition" and what to do about it...
4a. Take the time to understand yourself. Read. Go to a library read books that you can touch as well as on computers.
4b. Make changes within yourself: your thinking, your habits, your health, your associations, your exposures, etc.
4c. Do not give to charities -especially relief aid charities such as "The Red Cross" or any "rescue charity" unless they are survivor founded and directed and you have vetted them well on your own. A list of suggested charities and organizations is available to you on the Once Upon an Eden website. Some of the organizations we are working with and some we just find impressive. Even better yet!, help those in your immediate circle of influence! There are so many ways you can "be an activist". If you can go grocery shopping and take care of your own self then you surely can help do the same for a family member, friend, neighbor, etc.
5. Do not give into the "politically correct" tyrannical reign. Instead, be the best human you know how to be. Treating
EVERYONE with the same love and respect that you expect for your self. *Do not be surprised when you are not
given the same back.
6 .Forgive those who need forgiven both the within the Human Family and the humanoids. Forgive but hold accountable everyone, firstly starting with your own self.
7. You are God's gift to the world. The people within your circle of influence are God's gift to you!
8. Embrace technology but do not forsake wisdom, morals and ethics.
9. Learn as many self defense techniques as possible.
10. Learn to sew; cook -dry, freeze, can; grow gardens
11. Music, art, nature are not therapies -they are necessities as much as air, water, food
THE REAL WAR IS AGAINST CHILDREN, INNOCENCE, SAFETY AND WELL BEING. There are answers and solutions to achieve a safer world for our current generations and the generations to come. However, in order to find these solutions, we must willingly let go of our illusions. Slavery, exploitation and child sex exploitation existed long before mankind could even scribble in the dirt. It will not end until one of the last two persons on the face of the earth dies or each generation of the human family has a collective change of heart. In the meantime, all we can do is help prepare such an atmosphere of collective change while helping to heal the survivors before they morph into the new generation of predators.
I look forward to the day when predators, pedophiles and rapists (male and female) are classified as a humanoid species; given extensive life long in shelter helpful treatment, support and care that helps them be positive contributors to Humanity's society while paying retribution to their victims, and that facilities be established to meet the needs for those who qualify and want help and/or provided that they have not ever acted upon the predator tendencies . For those predators who do not qualify or do not want help and/or who have acted upon the predator tendencies then these same would be treated with the same intensity as murders with the penalties of the crimes of rape and exploitation to be life of imprisonment or death (which ever is less costly to the tax payer).
One of my girls that I met while conducting street ministry in Down Town Los Angeles Skid Row several years back said to me, "You know Chelle! You are your work. And your work is you."