Welcome to Once Upon an Eden!
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Once Upon an Eden was founded and is directed by survivor activist Michelle Carmela.
Michelle Carmela was born and raised in the Italian and Irish mafias and both the religious and satanic societies and cultures in the United States where she endured and survived severe abuse(s), human exploitation, slavery and non-combative tortures. Due to teachings of organized religion and what she experienced via Satanism which were re-enforced by mafia culture and society in which Michelle Carmela was immersed, it was ingrained in Michelle Carmela that "Satan was kicked out |
of home/heaven for disobedience against Father God and Jesus was nailed to a tree for disobedience against Father God." As a result, Michelle Carmela, was so fearful of God that she was utterly compliant to the point of being nearly robotic and suffered terrible migraines as a child well into her adult years from the fear and terror of the consequences of "not being a perfect child".
This terrifically horrific image of an all domineering, egotistical, vengeful, narcissistic father god, was blown to bits when at the age of ten years old, Michelle Carmela had an experience she describes as "an audible encounter with Creator who introduced himself to Michelle Carmela as a loving, caring, involved, protective, forgiving father." in what would be considered by Jullian Jaynes a "conversation of the bi-cameral mind" which caused Michelle Carmela to question and challenge the religious, moral and ethical programming inculcated within her. Since then, Michelle Carmela has learned over the decades, that God is just as complicated as the rest of us.
From the moment of this encounter and over the course of the next four years, Michelle Carmela, read the Bible every day for hours as audibly instructed by this unseen being that she believed and still believes to be Creator Father/Abba God.
at the age of fourteen Michelle Carmela began to clash head on against the practices forced upon her by Satanism and the illegal assignments and activities demanded upon her by both the Satanists and mafia; the punishments making her more resolved, resilient and determined in her quest for liberation. At age 15, she was ordained a Bible teacher, joined an acting troupe and a quintet, and though she had a strong stammer and much of her speech well into her teens sounded like "Astro the Dog", "Elmer Fudd" and "Porky Pig" all fighting for the last word, Michelle Carmela also became a teenaged motivational speaker, business woman and teen model.
Emboldened by what she was learning and the new mentality growing within her (that: 1,/God is as complicated as the rest of us and 2./
She also learned over the years to chose her battles and strategize and that regardless of the consequences the determination of being and the power of being were greater in power than the consequences that would befall her. She learned that the punishments, consequences and whatever other results that would befall her were designed in purpose to "vampirize" her power and it was her abuser/torturer who was the one lacking power.
At age eighteen she left the mafia owing nothing but love. Even to this day, Michelle Carmela, keeps herself approachable and available, despite the risk and consequences, for anyone of the dark worlds and under worlds who are beginning their own freedom journey provided they are committed to obtaining and maintaining their own integrity, autonomy and well being within their own heart, soul, strength and mind.
For over 39 years now, Michelle Carmela has continued her freedom journey; daily committed to the responsibility required to both obtaining and maintaining her own integrity, autonomy and well being within her own heart, soul, strength, and mind.
at the age of fourteen Michelle Carmela began to clash head on against the practices forced upon her by Satanism and the illegal assignments and activities demanded upon her by both the Satanists and mafia; the punishments making her more resolved, resilient and determined in her quest for liberation. At age 15, she was ordained a Bible teacher, joined an acting troupe and a quintet, and though she had a strong stammer and much of her speech well into her teens sounded like "Astro the Dog", "Elmer Fudd" and "Porky Pig" all fighting for the last word, Michelle Carmela also became a teenaged motivational speaker, business woman and teen model.
Emboldened by what she was learning and the new mentality growing within her (that: 1,/God is as complicated as the rest of us and 2./
She also learned over the years to chose her battles and strategize and that regardless of the consequences the determination of being and the power of being were greater in power than the consequences that would befall her. She learned that the punishments, consequences and whatever other results that would befall her were designed in purpose to "vampirize" her power and it was her abuser/torturer who was the one lacking power.
At age eighteen she left the mafia owing nothing but love. Even to this day, Michelle Carmela, keeps herself approachable and available, despite the risk and consequences, for anyone of the dark worlds and under worlds who are beginning their own freedom journey provided they are committed to obtaining and maintaining their own integrity, autonomy and well being within their own heart, soul, strength and mind.
For over 39 years now, Michelle Carmela has continued her freedom journey; daily committed to the responsibility required to both obtaining and maintaining her own integrity, autonomy and well being within her own heart, soul, strength, and mind.
