Hello. I appreciate your visiting the Once Upon an Eden webpage. It has been a hell of a past few weeks hasn't it? We had the great bathroom debate which was promptly put into perspective since the horrific massacre in Orlando, FL, and the thwarted attempt (unrelated) in Los Angeles, Ca. Suddenly whether or not transgender people using which bathroom has become a mute topic and put into a more realistic context. But there remains so much more
 | senseless chaos. The election in the States. Brexit in the UK. Other countries going bankrupt and the problems with air, water and food around the world. These are some of the stories that I and other members of Once Upon an Eden are following in addition to the regularly occurring stories such as child abuse, abductions, exploitation and other nightmares. It is becoming more and more difficult to find the good and to remain cheerful, I must say, for me anyway. So instead of putting this series in the "About You" section. I have put the messages here where this is my section to get more personal with myself and with you the visitor. |
I can't help but to wonder what is the use of fighting for freedom when this generation of so called human rights activists do not know or care to know the ways of mafia, secret societies and hidden religions. The narrow mindedness in not studying topics in relation to child abuse and family health but only focusing on "human trafficking" puts everyone including those KIDNAPPED, ENTRAPPED, ENSLAVED, EXPLOITED, RENTED OUT TO BE RAPED. TORTURED, ETC. while the very people group behind the industry remains largely untouched because they are making and calling out the rules that this generation of "human rights" activists are following, endorsing and promoting.
It is nerve racking and frightens me. I am only 44 years old currently. I have been working on my mental, emotional, psychological and spiritual healing and towards my freedom and that of other children since I was 14 years old. I find it highly troubling that so many laws are being passed in the name of fighting human trafficking and for the protection of children that are actually endangering our humans rights as a whole. Just today I read a comment on an activist's fan page recommending chipping and or tatooing children to protect them. Those types of markers are used by pimps and flesh traders to mark the people they are exploiting and selling into slavery. We are better than the monsters! Thankfully they listened to reason and agreed with me that chipping the monsters/predators was a better idea. Still conversations like this make me want to knock my head against the wall over and over again. My health is fragile and if I am not facing death because of some contract out on me or fatwa someone is trying to make good to earn their way to their bunch of virgins, my body likes to stop from time to time. Literally. That too can be nerve racking and frightening. However, the possibility that the predators who would have enslaved us few after culling the many obtaining this dream of theirs or their Frankensteinish experiments going full throttle mainstream is even scarier to me and motivates me to stay alive and do all I can for double headed transplants using live people so the scientist can "make a name doing science no one has done yet" not to happen or children no longer having to be gang raped on a regular basis then go to school and act as if nothing happened.
I am seeing the work of my generation (yes, even some of my own work) being erased. I am seeing the children rights and human rights activists of generations past being forgotten and their work undone, obliterated, in the wake of Feminism, Militant Feminism, the "anti-human trafficking/human trafficking" movement. There are other rights movements but these are the foundations for many others.
Besides the fantasy of being united with my own children, having a quiet life, being healthy (which this part I am making steady progress-the rest will come in time as progress is made, I am sure.), my fantasy for clean water, clean air, not having to wear a mask and feel like I am in a bad sci-fi movie/video game/nightmare, and see children playing and elderly walking in the evening unaccosted and community events that are simply for the sake of enjoying each other and not for some random cause one of my dreams.
People growing their food and meds, living in sync with nature honoring nature, finding within themselves the ancient truths that tie us all back to the first breath of existence and living out that moment thriving in between breaths.
This is my heart's desire. This does not take a 501c3 loves. This takes a pen, notebook and listening, studying, researching and learning not to make " much a do about nothing" but to "thine own self be true" stripping away the lies and all the hindrances from within.
The blog series of "Call to Pray" and "Call to Action", I am doing with y'all. I do anyway, it is how I progress in my overall health. However this time, since these days are more where we need to come together as one more than ever, I thought it best to start it over again with a new notebook and take part in the assignments right along with everyone else. Hopefully this will open dialogue or lead to deeper personal freedom for each of us and a better relationship with our selves within our mind, soul, spirit, and body and with other people.
Nothing is going to get better until we do the work to make it so. Thank you for the time to read this. I love you. Many blessings to you and yours.
Michelle Carmela
It is nerve racking and frightens me. I am only 44 years old currently. I have been working on my mental, emotional, psychological and spiritual healing and towards my freedom and that of other children since I was 14 years old. I find it highly troubling that so many laws are being passed in the name of fighting human trafficking and for the protection of children that are actually endangering our humans rights as a whole. Just today I read a comment on an activist's fan page recommending chipping and or tatooing children to protect them. Those types of markers are used by pimps and flesh traders to mark the people they are exploiting and selling into slavery. We are better than the monsters! Thankfully they listened to reason and agreed with me that chipping the monsters/predators was a better idea. Still conversations like this make me want to knock my head against the wall over and over again. My health is fragile and if I am not facing death because of some contract out on me or fatwa someone is trying to make good to earn their way to their bunch of virgins, my body likes to stop from time to time. Literally. That too can be nerve racking and frightening. However, the possibility that the predators who would have enslaved us few after culling the many obtaining this dream of theirs or their Frankensteinish experiments going full throttle mainstream is even scarier to me and motivates me to stay alive and do all I can for double headed transplants using live people so the scientist can "make a name doing science no one has done yet" not to happen or children no longer having to be gang raped on a regular basis then go to school and act as if nothing happened.
I am seeing the work of my generation (yes, even some of my own work) being erased. I am seeing the children rights and human rights activists of generations past being forgotten and their work undone, obliterated, in the wake of Feminism, Militant Feminism, the "anti-human trafficking/human trafficking" movement. There are other rights movements but these are the foundations for many others.
Besides the fantasy of being united with my own children, having a quiet life, being healthy (which this part I am making steady progress-the rest will come in time as progress is made, I am sure.), my fantasy for clean water, clean air, not having to wear a mask and feel like I am in a bad sci-fi movie/video game/nightmare, and see children playing and elderly walking in the evening unaccosted and community events that are simply for the sake of enjoying each other and not for some random cause one of my dreams.
People growing their food and meds, living in sync with nature honoring nature, finding within themselves the ancient truths that tie us all back to the first breath of existence and living out that moment thriving in between breaths.
This is my heart's desire. This does not take a 501c3 loves. This takes a pen, notebook and listening, studying, researching and learning not to make " much a do about nothing" but to "thine own self be true" stripping away the lies and all the hindrances from within.
The blog series of "Call to Pray" and "Call to Action", I am doing with y'all. I do anyway, it is how I progress in my overall health. However this time, since these days are more where we need to come together as one more than ever, I thought it best to start it over again with a new notebook and take part in the assignments right along with everyone else. Hopefully this will open dialogue or lead to deeper personal freedom for each of us and a better relationship with our selves within our mind, soul, spirit, and body and with other people.
Nothing is going to get better until we do the work to make it so. Thank you for the time to read this. I love you. Many blessings to you and yours.
Michelle Carmela
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