I took this photo in 2012, as I was roaming around and about Los Angeles. Seems like ages ago that the smog and chemicals were not an issue for me and I could go traipsing about to check tucked away businesses that stay out of the tourist's path that only the locals know about or to find some of my favorite people under bushes, bridges and other hide away places. Well now. That was a whole other life ago. Just four years in the past.
Now Tomorrow, I have another kind of adventure to go on...to go to the library to use it as my office (air conditioning!!!), and it is a test to see whether I can be in an environment with chemicals even limited amount. Where there are people, there are chemicals. The hope is that all this detoxing and being chemical free as possible in addition to taking my medicines has lowered my histamine levels to a level that I can tolerate being around people again without having to go to the ER or worse.
This past January after preaching in a nursing home, I ended up in the ER because the perfumes were too much for my system. Bummer to the nth degree. I miss my elders, especially the ones who were trusting Once Upon an Eden with their stories of child abuse, and being forced into participating in horrific experiments during the 1940's -1950's. In researching to learn more, so the next time they spoke with me, I could share with them coping tools, I learned such a dark side of American history that I did not know about. That also ended up leading to some more of my own healing and answers to questions that I had about myself and my family history. Meeting interesting people from all walks of life, being entrusted with their life stories, helping them helps me -all perks of this work.
Now Tomorrow, I have another kind of adventure to go on...to go to the library to use it as my office (air conditioning!!!), and it is a test to see whether I can be in an environment with chemicals even limited amount. Where there are people, there are chemicals. The hope is that all this detoxing and being chemical free as possible in addition to taking my medicines has lowered my histamine levels to a level that I can tolerate being around people again without having to go to the ER or worse.
This past January after preaching in a nursing home, I ended up in the ER because the perfumes were too much for my system. Bummer to the nth degree. I miss my elders, especially the ones who were trusting Once Upon an Eden with their stories of child abuse, and being forced into participating in horrific experiments during the 1940's -1950's. In researching to learn more, so the next time they spoke with me, I could share with them coping tools, I learned such a dark side of American history that I did not know about. That also ended up leading to some more of my own healing and answers to questions that I had about myself and my family history. Meeting interesting people from all walks of life, being entrusted with their life stories, helping them helps me -all perks of this work.
Thanks to these brave souls entrusting Once Upon an Eden and the work that I and Once Upon an Eden have been participating in regarding the monitoring of Child Protective Services, institutions and family courts, we have about one hundred years of history of the governments torturing and sacrificing children. And we were able to develop a program to help our elderly people have coping tools to deal with the memories.
So any how, all except for the rugs, my home is chemical free. I have several air purifiers and the plants that I have in my home take out the impurities the rugs throw into the air and oxygenate the air as well. I have been having less reactions, using medicine less and less, even the herbal remedies. It does seem the histamine levels are going down.
If I do well at the library tomorrow and am able to continue the progress. I hope to be able to say in another six months that I am truly in remission.
It may be sometime before I get back to street ministry (meaning before I can handle smog), but for all the ministry opportunities and speaking engagements being offered and to demographics that are new to me, being able to be in crowds is more pertinent at this time.
I haven't been in a crowd of any type since my getting back from traveling to Indiana last year, except the speaking at the nursing home this past January, and other than going to grocery store near closing or to a restaurant during slump hours. I still have some other safety items to order that if more progress happens I can resume street ministry. However, this right now makes best use of time and will empower more people and empower families to recreate their communities back to the paradigm we were created for -at the time when we lived Once Upon an Eden.
I looking forward to testing the health of my immune system tomorrow at the library. I miss researching in books and not just the internet. So much needs cross checked that cannot be done by internet alone.
Having what is essentially a "cancer of the immune system sucks", allergies all the time, augghh! Mastocytosis is the official name.
However, I believe since our bodies can self heal from a cut they can heal from anything if given the proper help along. It has been an honor and is an honor to have the body that I was born into. She is such an amazing person as I am I getting to know my body for her own sake as well as mine. It is also a huge honor to help other people obtain their healing and vibrant lives while being considered terminal. I love helping people establish healthy relationships with their bodies. To the point that they and their bodies can communicate with each other in a more noticeable fashion. It is not enough to obtain our freedom if we do not allow our bodies to do the same.
Dear Friends, who have been on this health journey with me, your support in my health journey and ministry work , as well as your being part of Once Upon an Eden means the world to me.
I Love you
Michelle Carmela
So any how, all except for the rugs, my home is chemical free. I have several air purifiers and the plants that I have in my home take out the impurities the rugs throw into the air and oxygenate the air as well. I have been having less reactions, using medicine less and less, even the herbal remedies. It does seem the histamine levels are going down.
If I do well at the library tomorrow and am able to continue the progress. I hope to be able to say in another six months that I am truly in remission.
It may be sometime before I get back to street ministry (meaning before I can handle smog), but for all the ministry opportunities and speaking engagements being offered and to demographics that are new to me, being able to be in crowds is more pertinent at this time.
I haven't been in a crowd of any type since my getting back from traveling to Indiana last year, except the speaking at the nursing home this past January, and other than going to grocery store near closing or to a restaurant during slump hours. I still have some other safety items to order that if more progress happens I can resume street ministry. However, this right now makes best use of time and will empower more people and empower families to recreate their communities back to the paradigm we were created for -at the time when we lived Once Upon an Eden.
I looking forward to testing the health of my immune system tomorrow at the library. I miss researching in books and not just the internet. So much needs cross checked that cannot be done by internet alone.
Having what is essentially a "cancer of the immune system sucks", allergies all the time, augghh! Mastocytosis is the official name.
However, I believe since our bodies can self heal from a cut they can heal from anything if given the proper help along. It has been an honor and is an honor to have the body that I was born into. She is such an amazing person as I am I getting to know my body for her own sake as well as mine. It is also a huge honor to help other people obtain their healing and vibrant lives while being considered terminal. I love helping people establish healthy relationships with their bodies. To the point that they and their bodies can communicate with each other in a more noticeable fashion. It is not enough to obtain our freedom if we do not allow our bodies to do the same.
Dear Friends, who have been on this health journey with me, your support in my health journey and ministry work , as well as your being part of Once Upon an Eden means the world to me.
I Love you
Michelle Carmela
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